Old acquintances new discOveries

yesterday went Out tO meet up wit frens i haven't seen in like a yr Or sO.
well, they didnt change much and it felt like it was just yesterday since i last met them. guess the atmOsphere didn't change even after a yr.. (thank gOd!)

i fOund Out many things.. many sudden things..

# like my fren is getting married! in september!
#like my fren is gOing back tO her hOmetOwn today and getting herself registered tOMOrrOw!!!
p.s. they bOth are nOt the same persOn..

i thought i was gOing tO faint in the middle Of the GOlden Triangle wen i heard this!
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gOOd things cOme last as they say..i gOt tO see my fren's future husband wen he came later in the night..i was.. eh.. wen did he get fairer.. the last time i see him.. he was like *ahem* darker..

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that aside, i gOt myself a nice pair Of earrings..
nice tOps... at times square..

p.s. i tOOk the pics with my phOne..ahhh..the pOwer Of an 8megapixel..

been a while ..nO?!

wOw.. nOw that i've bOther tO check my blOg, its been like 6 mOnths since i've signed in..hahahhahahahaha(can't stOp)

sO many things happened but guess i'll just put up the latest Of things..
after all Our DBSK bOys are currently in the middle Of their TSC cOncerts..
tOkyO dOme cOncert wOUld be in august(?) if im nOt wrOng..

CONGRATULATiONS!!!!! tOhOshinki!!
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anOther thing tO b happy bOut is that i gOt myself a "present" and a very expensive One at that!

my "reward"

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wOrk was as usual but... i wOnder it was nOt as bz like it used tO b..after all.. with the pandemic and everything*cough* H1N1 *cOugh* scare..
hehehe..nOt as bad as it thinks..(im such a bad persOn!)

what i gOt fOr next year..

this is the FIRST thing i gOt fOr next year...
what els....duh

this

its sO basic anyOne wOuld dO the same thing..hahahah
click and have a peek...
and dun bash me fOr it...

silent night..hOly night

nOw im On night...thOse times were a struggle fOr me..always had..
my lids were gOnna just shut and gO intO dreamyland but with much effOrt(and much caffeine) was able tO last the night..whew..its a fight every night..

Once a while i wOuld gO tO the cOrridOr and hav a lOOk Outside..its sO calm..nO cars. nOthing..
just the darkness and the silence..it reminds me sO much Of when i was yOunger..

when t was just the dark night and the mOOn with yOu..yOu cOuld smell the clear wind..yOu cOuld smell the mOrning dew as they lay On the greens..its truly nOstalgic...

at 3 a.m Or 4 a.m, when the darkness is even mOre, yOu cOuld feel yOu are nO lOnger alOne..
GOD is there..One thing...

hey.. when yOu are in a place like where i wOrk, yOu'll knOw what i meant.

just befOre yOu walk intO the elevatOr Or
befOre yOu turn intO a cOrner Or
when yOu lOOk inside the rOOms(dark rOOms) and u can see yOur Own reflectiOn On the windOws facing yOu..

but im used tO it...thO at times i wOuld still get the shivers and a bit Of jOlt when my cOlleague appear suddenly frOm a rOOm...

what i want fOr christmas...

ipOd tOuch 2nd generatiOn 8gb

yes...this is what i want...but dun tell mOmmy bOut it >,<*wink* wink*
been lOOking arOund fOr the best price..even cOmtemplating bOut gOing tO singapOre fOr a cheaper buy but ...
why wOuld i gO all the way dOwn sOuth tO get it wen i hav it right here? its nOt gOnna get any cheaper cOunting the etc etc charges gOing intO it..knOw?

if anyOne has any gOOd news fOr me,(hint* hint*) pls cOmment k ( ^o')
i just wanna knOw whats the best prices Out there..
machines is selling fOr RM 949..

been sO lOng//

though its been tOO lOng since i've updated...

# my mirOtic album is here..both versions.
# been wOrking my butt Off...
# gOt a haircut but since its like ages agO its lOng already... grew bOut half a inch already..cut it in early nOv
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the mirOtic versiOn A:
comes in a CD and a 50 page phOtObOOk

mirOtic versiOn B:
cOmes in a CD and A DVD(special interview)

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what i want nOw is the mirOtic versiOn C: which includes 4 new tracks + the existing 12 tracks..

the thing is... dO i want 3 albums that have the same sOngs??!
its like i have 3 cOpies Of mirOtic... nO different..sOunds the same..
im waiting fOr their MV tO be released..mayb then i'll really buy...anOther One...

senSes

the 5 senses

sight reminds Of all lOved
smell impression
taste Over smell
hearing clouds the mind
touch cOnnects One in sight

a flOurish Of heart..degenerates innOcence
lOngroad narrow heart

"( __ )"crawling in the dirt

" you"? "me"? "them"?

all Of us

rest stOp

alas after a week Of hectic wOrk..i'll be able tO take a day Off.. my feet's hurting...the puff under my eyes are getting wOrse///
it shOws its time tO rest..

i've heard rumOrs that my hard wOrked raya nights(yes i wOrked night during the raya fest) is gOnna be replaced with public hOliday next week instead Of salary reimbursement..
%#$^& wat a let dOwn (:S)

lets dO the calculatiOn:
since im wOrking nights + its the festival hOlidays = i should be getting dOuble fOr the hOurs i kept my eyes desperately Open!!!

cOnclusiOn,
if i get my hOliday next week. i wOnt be getting my dOuble pay fOr the hOurs i did during the raya..

verdict:
i dOnt really mind but the hard wOrk and the time i've missed wit my family gets me agitated a bit..bummer (XS)

paviliOn

tOday made a first time trip to paviliOn.. the only reasOn fOr my enthusiasm fOr gOing there would be b'cOs Of my little wish tO get a wallet(real genuine leather wallet!) at fOssil..

guess what.. gOt it...its green in cOlOr.. my cOlOr.. price ;) 50% Off the Original price..what a catch^^yay!!

since i kinda went Off budget fOr this mOnth, guess i hav tO tahan a bit..put some shackles On my accOunt...^^ fOr the sake Of getting a new cpu this mOnth^^

nOt Only that..tOday i sent sOmeOne tO the afterlife ...i was scared at first but Once its all Over, i had tO pay the john a visit..hahaha
dunnO whether its wOrth laughing Over (?)

called the lady bOut my DBSK mirOtic but she says its nOt here yet..bummer (:X)
sent my bag fOr some maintenance...had tO gO get it sOmeday later..(:S)

One day Off and then its wOrk again..sad..*TIRED!!!

DBSK_mirOtic

coming sOOn...

woot woot... exams in 2 days time..
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the mom just gave a comment a.k.a nag>>>>

~i ain't studying!!!?
yes..yes i know that..i know that if i failed i have to bear the consequences myself....!
i have to pay them back myself...with my own money...blah blah blah...
i aint appreciating wat i got...ppl paying for yer..so should put more effort in it..yeah yeah...
im not doing hard enuf..just sitting here in front of the computer...watching manga...yeah ...i know...
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pleeezzzz..
give me a break!!!???

*i sound so childish writing all these stuff ...but i cant help it..
im already a young adult...yet she just starts with all these things...
have i ever disappoint in my studies..NEVER!!! thats all....
if i ever fail....its truly my fault ..i fully comprehend the results of my laziness...

but the thing is...

im not like that...wen i actually pick up my books and study..she isnt here to see it..
hey..i studied like 6 hours in college!!!and i truly mean 6 hours..no less...at home im trying to relax..if i kept on studying..it'll be no different than wen i was in form 5....

form 5 was like...a whole year of only books books and more books..
still remember...wen i stopped studying for a while..pick up an anime and started watching..her grumbles will start..man.... she's reali good in it...all the soft spots she'll hit .. bulls eye....

im just trying to live my life.tho its not perfectly controlled..i slip off my schedule too often...
still now im able to really live my life ...loneliness is not so apparent now..im getting used to company of ppl...im going out wit frens..without feeling apprehensive..can laugh n joke wit them..so i feel like im breaking out from my shell now..im actually lovin my life..not bored by it...

#advice to ppl..getting to much control sometimes isnt very good..being submissive sometimes reali can backfire...u'll lose urself..thats bad..

_cant help but let these out..sometimes..its bad for my mind...
i b'live there's ppl out there that truly understand wat i'm writing bout..tho im skeptical that anyone is actually reading this blog...hahahahahah

long..

april~
nice month..yet such treacherous times ahead of me...
finals, OSCE(2days!!), the Board exam..all in droves...from april onwards till end of june...my time is no longer for freedom but for the war ...the war of survival..for those who fail...consequences unimaginable await......

sad no..





stil..got my T album.. got my TRICK singles x5....nothing happier ..

even a small condition affecting me since primary had much improved in terms that i no longer feel disturbed by it... just nowadays a have to bother washing my hair nicely everyday...~guess wat condition i have?!..

flaky.. flaky...
dandruff it is..^^ nothing to b ashamed of..just a minor thingy..by god's grace its much better now...
summore im having treatment for it..pretty good for now..

ooh...study time now...ciao!!

where Oh where art thOu?..

where oh where art thou...thy sound i long to hear..to listen to thou plentiful rhymes....
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AaRGh!!!! ONE month!!! already one month and my "T" album has not reach my hands!
i've been very nice and patient..didnt take up the temptation to download the album online..just wanting to listen to it myself..but ah...sad as it is..my patience has pretty much thinner dy...thanks to the Attitude the shop lady gave me the other day..
been wanting to listen to DARKNESS EYES for soo long..heard the preview which was very good..
i've already broken my vow of not DLing the album by getting Rainbow...but i can't help it..the song is very nice!!!been on my fav playlist ever since...even my sister took it as her ringtone....
lets wait few more days....if not i'll really need to call or something....

saD neWs indeeD.. in the Mist of nEw yEar..

haih... when i was just bragging bout how i ordered my LIMITED edition DBSK album(which there are only 5000 copies out)..the lady called me telling me its OUT OF STOCK !!!!! OUCH!!
slammed me face on !
wat can do.. hav to get the japanese version of it... as i blogged before... the jap version is way more expensive ...*yes it is indeed*....
went to the shop ....even more face slamming episodes...she wanted extra for the deposit(cash)...
i was like...HUH!!!...it wasn't my fault that the lady didnt make it in ordering for me my LIMITED edi. album..and now she wanted extra deposit...wat more.."threatened" me that if i dun give extra...she wont keep for me...meaning dun wanna do my business!!....
wat should i do?!...i just told her i'll be back...next time to give the deposit...why the rush.. in the end i'll stil hav to pay full price for the album..how much is the deposit doesnt matter isnt it..
this little matter bothered me the whole evening after...
then i realised ..still i hav to pay why not pay the deposit half... then pay another half wen i get the album..as a normal transaction would be... so it wouldnt burden me when the time comes...

anyway, more face slamming the rest of the week...

rEsultS !! fInalS of SeMestER 5....

ahh..results are out at last...was late in posting it..promised to do so from my previous post^^
result isn't as good as i wanted but still i managed to get through..
here's the marks..

PaPEr 1 : 73.3%
pApER 2: 73.6%
OSCE : 82.9%

~the percentage is not bad but far from my regular result..according to my MOM..
used to get average 80%...since my last semester is up..gotta buck up!!

~just starting my last sem but one research project is already under way..
have no idea how to do it..is given lectures on how to prepare for this "research" project..if its so hard, why didnt they let us hav more of these in the beginning? waiting until my last sem, when im worrying of passing my board exam..have to worry whether i can finish this or not..
no only that..we'll have 2 more project coming up.
1, is bout our management...have to organize some activity(whatever it is)..see how we mange them..i've been doing so much organizing that im sick of them already..
2nd, don't know wats its all bout...

sleepy....ZZZZzzzzzz

boring..*yawn*

last day -_-"' *sigh*

today is the last day of my precious little holiday!!!
tomorrow's another working day...back to 'i see you' again..after a long absence from there..didnt fancy that place..everyone was telling me to go there after grad..joking AR!!! i wouldnt even if u put a knife at my carotid! ...

i myself know its not good to always grumble bout working and stuff but i just cant help it..i didnt like practicals from the beginning...its not like we're learning(the purpose of pracs are to learn)..more like we are helpers during a busy day or little porters... it all depends on how each individual sees it..me... i see it as..do it if u wanna learn ...cos a lazy intern is a ignorable intern..lazy is wen i ask u to do something u say "dont wanna"...

everyone's busy..u've gotta give something to get something..build a good relationship with the staffs and u'll get wat u want..most of the time..and i mean wat u wanna learn..they'll give u chances to see things and do things cos they are confident in u.. nevertheless...u gotta prove to them 1st..with ur enthusiasm in helping out as "ah 4"(chinese ppl..know wat i mean??)..
to phrase it nicely...u help out in minor things..they hav less work..more time..got time to teach u lah..dats all.....very easy equation..

anyway..tomorrow i hav to work..

~today i got a free facial treatment by participating in a survey..the lady just booked a time for me to go for the treatment but i'm lazy to go..and sceptical too.. wat if i ruin my face..just for free service O.o..no i dont wanna..just ignore it..i really dun wanna go for it..
~but its not nice to just not go..my mind and heart is warring rite now..
nay..just ignore it..told her i didnt wanna go..but she kept pushing me to go..if she called i just say didnt wanna go cos afraid the products isnt suitable for my skin..its the truth anyway..im afraid.,,was traumatized by my experience with bad shampoos T_T

iTs BeeN soO LoNg !!

today my high school mates and me met up after not seeing each other for such a long time..i mean. real long time!!!
we ate at nando's...talked and talked and talked
for a long time..the waiters were like waiting for us to leave..once we asked for the bill..they were like..so happily to cash us out...^^

went to Boon's house later on to continue our conversation...didnt wanna leave..was planning a slumber party at her place!
charlene's leaving to Sabah next year jan..BB is bz with her finals...soo hard for every1 to actually meet up like this..thank God for giving me this leave...

already planned for next year new year..planning to go for karaoke and shopping ^^..and dun forget the slumber party..so Boon...get ur pajamas ready!!

Good news came 'early' to us..our beloved BB is no longer single..(TT_TT)
was planning to go out with her little 'big brother' one day...Boon was thinking of scrutinizing him...cant wait to see wat he's made up of...

~ahh...missed it..been so long since i had this feeling of nostalgia..nothing can beat the feelings of good frens meeting up again....hope our frenship's gonna last for a long long time


*BB, stay strong, for the truth will be out at last..nothing can overshadow TRUTH, for this word isnt merely a word..its the undeniable existence of a person...the solid meaning of ones existence...not just a word..!!

let JOHORE twist and turn ...for it will lead only to a dead end..but strong will and determination will lead u far....

MAN DO NOT LIVE ON COMPANIONSHIP ALONE,THEY LIVE BY WILL AND STRONG BELIEF, ON PRINCIPLES...ONES THEY B'LIVE ARE TRUE AND WORTH STANDING FOR..FOR COMPANIONSHIP IS JUST ANOTHER WORD AGAINST LONELINESS..BUT STRENGTH=POWER=WILL TO LIVE..

~wat am i writing..gibbs...
stay strong and stay healthy...

im soooo happy today..im drunk even without alcohol^^

WEE!!! last day>>>

oh yeah !!!!
today lots and lots of happy things happened to me>> really !!!

first, its my last day of work; tomolo's a holiday and i'm off til the 26th !! yeah !!!!

2nd, i got back my backup, which my "I-forever- are-thankful-to-the-one-and-only-jasmine" friend took all the trouble of burning it to 4 dvds for me..*hei,,i hav 17gbs of things in in it>>> thank u sooo much Jasmine......

3rd, today's work ended tremendously well...it started on Monday as blur and gloomy as i can possibly imagine..but end today, Wednesday with self satisfaction and a new outlook..not bad to end my day^^

4th, tomorrow is a holiday day,...sori..just cant stop mentioning it..since i just dont get much off days as i think a normal college girl should hav(TT__TT)..

*i just love the new winter album_Evergreen by DBSK...been listening on playback since i dled it..

tomorrow there's soo many things i must do..><...i wonder if holiday=rest is really the same for me..maybe my equation is holiday=chores...hahahaha.
so wats ur holiday equation??

nothing to do...practice n practice !

today in college i did nothing but gossip (TT__TT)... was thinking of practicing for OSCE but wat to do..i couldnt get into the mood for it...
seems nowadays, i just cant seem to get excited over exams..am i immuned ??!! to exams?! if yes then its BAD! no adrenaline means no work!! im just a lazy bum..i wonder wat will my results be?!
im sooo gonna post it when it comes out...^^

tomorrow is STUDY DAY!! meaning.... no college!! but i'll be trapped at home, practicing for my OSCE on friday!!
that im ver nervous!! cant fail this but most of the time i'll get really bad results...my EQ seems lacking compare to myIQ....

time to surf..ciao...

*dun mind the bad english^^ jus lazy 2 fix>..

rOund 1...finish(TT___TT)

ahh...at last my PAper1 is done..all the questions were killing me..i wasnt sure which is which and couldnt really digest all the questions properly before answering..good for me..all the MCQs....

anyway tomorrow is Paper2 so rOund 2..up !!

havent been blogging cos it was boring n i wasnt in the mood to do so...seems esnips had some problem and now seems cannot DL anymore fr there..wasted.!!

so many new updates bout DBSK but i wasnt in the mood to do so too..i think the latest wasnt even latest anymore..more like stale news..stil..

didnt stUdy!!!

i cant believe myself!!the whole day in college and i didnt study a thing! took my 4kg MedSurg to college together with my CNS notes yet ...the book became my pillow for napping! i was so tired dunno why..mayb undernourished!no just kidding..

at last i've settle the thing about the Annual Trip..dates confirmed..only need to arrange all the necessary things...hopefully everyone has a nice time there..oh please Dear Lord!!!

ahh...


*CNS to go!Ganbatte...