silent night..hOly night

nOw im On night...thOse times were a struggle fOr me..always had..
my lids were gOnna just shut and gO intO dreamyland but with much effOrt(and much caffeine) was able tO last the night..whew..its a fight every night..

Once a while i wOuld gO tO the cOrridOr and hav a lOOk Outside..its sO calm..nO cars. nOthing..
just the darkness and the silence..it reminds me sO much Of when i was yOunger..

when t was just the dark night and the mOOn with yOu..yOu cOuld smell the clear wind..yOu cOuld smell the mOrning dew as they lay On the greens..its truly nOstalgic...

at 3 a.m Or 4 a.m, when the darkness is even mOre, yOu cOuld feel yOu are nO lOnger alOne..
GOD is there..One thing...

hey.. when yOu are in a place like where i wOrk, yOu'll knOw what i meant.

just befOre yOu walk intO the elevatOr Or
befOre yOu turn intO a cOrner Or
when yOu lOOk inside the rOOms(dark rOOms) and u can see yOur Own reflectiOn On the windOws facing yOu..

but im used tO it...thO at times i wOuld still get the shivers and a bit Of jOlt when my cOlleague appear suddenly frOm a rOOm...