last day -_-"' *sigh*

today is the last day of my precious little holiday!!!
tomorrow's another working day...back to 'i see you' again..after a long absence from there..didnt fancy that place..everyone was telling me to go there after grad..joking AR!!! i wouldnt even if u put a knife at my carotid! ...

i myself know its not good to always grumble bout working and stuff but i just cant help it..i didnt like practicals from the beginning...its not like we're learning(the purpose of pracs are to learn)..more like we are helpers during a busy day or little porters... it all depends on how each individual sees it..me... i see it as..do it if u wanna learn ...cos a lazy intern is a ignorable intern..lazy is wen i ask u to do something u say "dont wanna"...

everyone's busy..u've gotta give something to get something..build a good relationship with the staffs and u'll get wat u want..most of the time..and i mean wat u wanna learn..they'll give u chances to see things and do things cos they are confident in u.. nevertheless...u gotta prove to them 1st..with ur enthusiasm in helping out as "ah 4"(chinese ppl..know wat i mean??)..
to phrase it nicely...u help out in minor things..they hav less work..more time..got time to teach u lah..dats all.....very easy equation..

anyway..tomorrow i hav to work..

~today i got a free facial treatment by participating in a survey..the lady just booked a time for me to go for the treatment but i'm lazy to go..and sceptical too.. wat if i ruin my face..just for free service O.o..no i dont wanna..just ignore it..i really dun wanna go for it..
~but its not nice to just not go..my mind and heart is warring rite now..
nay..just ignore it..told her i didnt wanna go..but she kept pushing me to go..if she called i just say didnt wanna go cos afraid the products isnt suitable for my skin..its the truth anyway..im afraid.,,was traumatized by my experience with bad shampoos T_T